I was taking my nightly walk through the woods next to the Ganges river. The river has this weird sense of calming for me. I think it's because when I was younger my family built their house next to a river. I always fell asleep so easily to the crashing of the water on the rocks on the bank.
(Ganges River)
Usually when I take this walk I get the same feeling as if I were meditating- everything becomes still, all noise blocked out, all that I am focused on is my breathing. Tonight though something was different. Things felt unbalanced, disturbed, like an accident had happened.
As I continue my walk I consider just turning around and going home, because it was stressing me out more than it's usual calming. At that moment I saw something in the river that didn't look normal. IT WAS A PERSON! I quickly jumped in to rescue the person, hoping they were still alive. When I jumped in to help I instantly was in pain. I had jumped into a feast of the snakes of the Ganges river, nagas. They were attacking this person like they had not eaten in days. I had to draw them off of him somehow. I decide to distract them by swimming away because I'm sure they'd love more of a fight. I am successful in doing this, a little too successful. Just as I start fading out someone pulls me out of the water.
The person in the river was Bhimy, one of the Kings daughters!
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From here I want to go into detail between myself and Bhimy trying to figure out who would've tried to kill her, why she's still alive, and what to do about it.
I played off of the story of Bhima getting thrown into the ganges river by Duryodhana
Bibliography: PDE Mahabharata
Thursday, February 16, 2017
Tuesday, February 14, 2017
Reading Notes: The Mahabharata (A)
- I am confused how Vyasa and Janamejaya were alive at the same time when Janamejaya was the 7th generation of Vyasa?
- How did Uparichara know the “fish children” were his??
- It’d be an interesting twist to do a version of Mahabharata were king UParichara keeps the girl instead of the boy.
- I wonder what would have happened if Ganga didn’t drown all of those celestial beings as babies? Would they have lived long lives with their powers? Or without? If they were living as humans without their powers who would have taken over their celestial duties?
- I’d like to see a video of Bhishma abducting the three princesses, it sounds like a good line for an action movie!
- I don’t understand why Amba wanted to kill Bhishma when he was nice to her. If I was her I would’ve wanted to get revenge on the king that turned her away after all she went through to get to him.
- I wonder what would have happened if someone other than Radha had found Karna?
- There should be some kind of sign to show people when an animal isn’t a real animal but a person in animal shape. That could’ve saved Pandu and Dasharatha’s lives. I hate how before these people die they have time to put curses on people.
- The story of Pandu's wives arguing about who should burn themselves alive to follow him in death would be a good topic for a story this week.
- Bhima's story with the nagas would be a good take on good outcomes from bad things.
Bibliography: PDEMahabharata
Tuesday, January 31, 2017
Reading Notes: Ramayana Part B
I thought it was interesting that Bharata was upset with his mother. I guess I just expected him to be corrupt/greedy like most people are and be excited that he was to be the new king instead of Rama. This could be a possible story line.
It's sad that Bharata performed the father's funeral without Rama and Lakshama, I bet they were mad when they found out.
It is really crazy to me that Bharata acted like the sandals were Rama even presenting gifts to them. Maybe I could make a story were Bharata thinks the sandals are alive and he has conversations with them as if they were Rama.
I don't really like the Prose writing method like Anasuya is written in.
From the Viradha story I could write something about how Rama was supposed to deal with him in a kind manner and since he turned to violence Viradha would cast a curse on him were in situations he needed kindness he received pain.
I wonder why Rama told Shurpanakha to go after Lakshmana when he has a wife back at home?
Lakshama could have told Rama that the deer was a trick by a rakshasas...
A good story idea would be where Rama catches Maricha and Lakshmana and Sita go together to find Rama. Before he kills Maricha Rama could ask him to grant him the power to take any shape. The 3 then could make a plan to go take down Ravana.
It’s weird to me that in all of these stories people aren’t afraid of dying. In fact most of them are happy in the end because they have turned to their true form or were released from a curse. It’d be neat to learn more about their beliefs of dying and the afterlife.
Here are some images that stood out to me while reading:
(Kabandha)
Bibliography: PDE Ramayana
It's sad that Bharata performed the father's funeral without Rama and Lakshama, I bet they were mad when they found out.
It is really crazy to me that Bharata acted like the sandals were Rama even presenting gifts to them. Maybe I could make a story were Bharata thinks the sandals are alive and he has conversations with them as if they were Rama.
I don't really like the Prose writing method like Anasuya is written in.
From the Viradha story I could write something about how Rama was supposed to deal with him in a kind manner and since he turned to violence Viradha would cast a curse on him were in situations he needed kindness he received pain.
I wonder why Rama told Shurpanakha to go after Lakshmana when he has a wife back at home?
Lakshama could have told Rama that the deer was a trick by a rakshasas...
A good story idea would be where Rama catches Maricha and Lakshmana and Sita go together to find Rama. Before he kills Maricha Rama could ask him to grant him the power to take any shape. The 3 then could make a plan to go take down Ravana.
It’s weird to me that in all of these stories people aren’t afraid of dying. In fact most of them are happy in the end because they have turned to their true form or were released from a curse. It’d be neat to learn more about their beliefs of dying and the afterlife.
Here are some images that stood out to me while reading:
(Kabandha)
Bibliography: PDE Ramayana
Sunday, January 29, 2017
Productive Feedback Thoughts
I read the following sources for receiving feedback and giving feedback:
Silence the Critical Voices in Your Head
5 Tips for Taking Feedback like a Champ
Be a Mirror
The Difference Between Praise That Promotes Narcissism vs. Healthy Self-Esteem
(Daily Nation: Giving Effective Feedback)
I loved reading the silence the critical voices in your head article. It was so informative in positive thinking. I had no idea that for every negative feedback that I received that I need five positive ones to feel happy and balanced. I also love that it discussed appropriate methods for accepting positive feedback, because I usually just minimize it and then I end up forgetting what I was even complimented on. This one was a really great read!
5 tips was also good. It talked about the stuff that no body wants to talk about. For example, how if we think something is going to hurt us we avoid it but that's not going to help us. We have to face hurt sometimes to grow. I also loved how it discussed state vs trait. Just because I made someone feel bad when I said 'insert rude comment here' doesn't mean I am a bad person.
The articles for giving feedback were great as well, because I tend to find myself being vague when providing feedback. I also don't want to hurt anyone's feelings so it was good to read the mirror article to learn how to reflect what is there without any judgement. I had never thought to take myself out of the equation before when providing feedback but I think that is a great thing to do in order to focus on the other person. I thought it was very interesting about the types of comments you can give and how those affect people and their egos. The last article is definitely one I will share with others!
I have had a lot of experience with giving feedback to others. With that said though, it's never a bad thing to look up methods on how to improve your feedback methods. I loved reading these articles I found them all very insightful. I personally never get shaken up with negative feedback unless it's from my boss at work, so the first two articles I can definitely apply to myself.
Silence the Critical Voices in Your Head
5 Tips for Taking Feedback like a Champ
Be a Mirror
The Difference Between Praise That Promotes Narcissism vs. Healthy Self-Esteem
(Daily Nation: Giving Effective Feedback)
I loved reading the silence the critical voices in your head article. It was so informative in positive thinking. I had no idea that for every negative feedback that I received that I need five positive ones to feel happy and balanced. I also love that it discussed appropriate methods for accepting positive feedback, because I usually just minimize it and then I end up forgetting what I was even complimented on. This one was a really great read!
5 tips was also good. It talked about the stuff that no body wants to talk about. For example, how if we think something is going to hurt us we avoid it but that's not going to help us. We have to face hurt sometimes to grow. I also loved how it discussed state vs trait. Just because I made someone feel bad when I said 'insert rude comment here' doesn't mean I am a bad person.
The articles for giving feedback were great as well, because I tend to find myself being vague when providing feedback. I also don't want to hurt anyone's feelings so it was good to read the mirror article to learn how to reflect what is there without any judgement. I had never thought to take myself out of the equation before when providing feedback but I think that is a great thing to do in order to focus on the other person. I thought it was very interesting about the types of comments you can give and how those affect people and their egos. The last article is definitely one I will share with others!
I have had a lot of experience with giving feedback to others. With that said though, it's never a bad thing to look up methods on how to improve your feedback methods. I loved reading these articles I found them all very insightful. I personally never get shaken up with negative feedback unless it's from my boss at work, so the first two articles I can definitely apply to myself.
Thursday, January 26, 2017
Storytelling: There's always someone bigger and better
Growing up there’s always someone that grabs your attention. You can’t recall the exact moment but you just know all of a sudden they were your focus in life and you had never been happier.
Ana grew up as a princess and she was always told one day her king would come. Little did she know there would be many princes wanting to marry her. She was cute, but she wasn’t the prettiest girl in the kingdom. I think what made her so desirable was her courageousness to try whatever she wanted. It was hard for a man to find a woman that would be his wife and friend. Up until recently it was frowned upon for a woman to participate in the same pastimes as a man. That didn’t stop Ana though. She was so anxious to try everything she had been told not to her entire life. She loved running through the woods, shooting animals with her bow and arrows, riding horses, trying on armor and pretend to fight with different weapons.
Her brothers found her behavior absurd and they couldn’t help but tell their friends about her when they went out. Due to the big mouths of her brothers, all the men in the kingdom and some men from surrounding kingdoms had heard of Ana. Ana’s father was so pleased there were multiple men that wanted to marry his daughter. Mostly because he thought he could benefit from all the gifts the men would give him. He asked for crazy things that he didn’t need like a statue of himself made out of chocolate, a rare thing to find in their area.
Man after man came by their castle giving Ana’s father gifts trying to impress him. Until one day Rama, a prince that he had heard was incredibly strong, came by. Ana’s father was gifted a bow long ago but he was never that athletic, plus he couldn’t pick it up. He was sure this young man could get rid of this stupid bow so he asked him to break it. Without a sweat the young man picked it up and broke it and a large thunderbolt came down from the sky. Ana’s father could not believe he broke it. That bow was from a god!
As Ana was being given to Rama, Parashurama appeared out of nowhere. Parashurama was an avatar of the god Vishnu and he was taller than all the castles in the kingdom! He exclaimed that Ana should be his wife and no one else's. When her father asked what he could give him he replied with wealth, so of course Ana's father accepted. A hard lesson he would learn, though, was that having all the money in the world could not give you happiness.
Ana was devastated her father gave her to Parashurama. She fell in love with Rama the moment she saw his face. Nonetheless, Parashurama was to be her husband. She decided to make the best of the situation and try to become friends with Parashurama. Thankfully once you got through his tough guy front he was actually a nice and sweet guy. They talked for hours getting to know one another. Parashurama took Ana on the coolest adventures. She didn’t think of it before but how cool is it that her husband can fly wherever he wants? He can also throw lighting bolts, and help her reach high places like the tops of waterfalls!
Ana got just what she wanted after all. She was married to her best friend.

Bibliography: This story comes from the PDE version of Ramayana
Author's note: I got this idea as I was reading the Ramayana. In the original story Rama wins Sita as his wife by breaking the bow. Parashurama comes in just to yell at them for breaking the bow.
While reading this I thought why doesn’t Parashurama take Sita as his own wife? After all he was obviously the biggest and strongest of the men at Sita’s swayamvara. He was depicted as bigger than a giant! He was incredibly large compared to everyone else surrounding him in the pictures. So I incorporated that in my story!
Ana was devastated her father gave her to Parashurama. She fell in love with Rama the moment she saw his face. Nonetheless, Parashurama was to be her husband. She decided to make the best of the situation and try to become friends with Parashurama. Thankfully once you got through his tough guy front he was actually a nice and sweet guy. They talked for hours getting to know one another. Parashurama took Ana on the coolest adventures. She didn’t think of it before but how cool is it that her husband can fly wherever he wants? He can also throw lighting bolts, and help her reach high places like the tops of waterfalls!
Ana got just what she wanted after all. She was married to her best friend.

Bibliography: This story comes from the PDE version of Ramayana
Author's note: I got this idea as I was reading the Ramayana. In the original story Rama wins Sita as his wife by breaking the bow. Parashurama comes in just to yell at them for breaking the bow.
While reading this I thought why doesn’t Parashurama take Sita as his own wife? After all he was obviously the biggest and strongest of the men at Sita’s swayamvara. He was depicted as bigger than a giant! He was incredibly large compared to everyone else surrounding him in the pictures. So I incorporated that in my story!
One of the reasons I thought of this “there’s always someone bigger/better topic” was because the Texas slogan “everything is bigger and better in Texas” was a topic of conversation at my house the day before I wrote my story. Bigger doesn’t always mean better but for Sita’s sake I wanted it to, so I made Parashurama a nice and friendly husband. Another reason is I thought of how whenever most people compete for something at a young age it’s like out of nowhere here comes someone older and “bigger and better.” That definitely happened to me when I was younger.
The picture was my main source for showing just how much bigger Parashurama was than Rama. While reading the Ramayana, this image stood out to me because I didn’t visualize just how big Parashurama was until I saw it. It is part of a bigger picture of everyone that was at the swayamvara. I wanted to just focus of these two since they were the main subject of my story.
I chose the story of Parashurama from the Ramayana to write my story over because I thought that it was a little odd for Rama to be so idolized at the swayamvara when there was another avatar of Vishnu there as well. Even after Rama showed Parashurama his strength I still thought what is stopping this guy from doing whatever he wants?
The picture was my main source for showing just how much bigger Parashurama was than Rama. While reading the Ramayana, this image stood out to me because I didn’t visualize just how big Parashurama was until I saw it. It is part of a bigger picture of everyone that was at the swayamvara. I wanted to just focus of these two since they were the main subject of my story.
I chose the story of Parashurama from the Ramayana to write my story over because I thought that it was a little odd for Rama to be so idolized at the swayamvara when there was another avatar of Vishnu there as well. Even after Rama showed Parashurama his strength I still thought what is stopping this guy from doing whatever he wants?
Wednesday, January 25, 2017
Reading Notes of Ramayana Part A
I like how vividly they describe the city of Ayodhya
I think it’s interesting that all of dasharatha’s wives “faces brightened” when they found out he wanted to have children. Did they not know this? Did they all want to have his children?
I thought Vishnu said he was rama but then later says he has divided himself up as four sons of dasharatha’s?
How did vishvamitra know that rama was the most powerful son?
That’s so cool that his swords had spirits that could talk to Rama. I wonder if his brother was upset that he didn’t get cool weapons like that?
I don’t know why Ahalya was cursed by Gautama she didn’t know what she was doing was wrong
The Ahalya version of writing was easier to read than the others for me.
How did Rama know that Sita was an avatar of a god?
I could do something where Sita doesn't leave the garden but tells her maids to leave her. She could convince her father to do this competition of breaking the bow, but before they declare Rama as the winner Parashurama could come in and win Sita for himself.
Monday, January 23, 2017
Brain Food: Growth Mindset
I have never heard of the word growth mindset before but it has definately been a part of my life. Carl Dwek is right we always tell others "Oh you are so lucky you had it easy" when really if you take a step back and look at those people they didn't learn as much or get as much life experience compared to someone that had a harder set of problems. I think the problem that I've noticed is that people want to get things done as fast as possible; they aren't looking to gain any knowledge or experience. I know I am going to try to rid this toxic mindset and start exploring the growth mindset!
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